I guess the old saying is, 1st is the worst, 2nd is the best and 3rd is....wait. I think it ends. Anyways, oh 3rd week of school. You may be in fact the worst so far.
What can I say to describe week 3?
Maybe: I just realized that a TON of work is due next week?
Or: It was is super stressful
Possibly: This is a lot of work
Best Option: the beginning stages of a really really bad date.
Oh, week 3. You train wreck of a week. I possibly may dislike you. We did not click. If week 3 and I went on a first date this would be the conversation!
Me: So, what do you do for fun
Date: Oh, you know, stuff
Me: Well, stuff is usually pretty fun. I mean my schedule is jam packed full of stuff that I can not fit my other stuff in my stuff of a stuff life.
Date: Yeah
Me: Well, what else about you? What do you like to do? What are some goals in life?
Date: Yeah, I have goals. Goals of maybe switching to a real room instead of moms basement. And taking my all hamster band to the real life music scene. I think living in my mothers basement is pretty nice. She does everything for me. Cooks, cleans, laundry. In fact, she did my laundry for our date. Oh, and she is sitting right behind you. So do not say anything weird.
Me:.....Ummm....ok...
Date: Yeah, I usually do not have very good 1st dates, actually your my first since I was in high school. And my mother was really scared for me. So she gave me these cards to help. And she said if I messed up, I could ask her. Oh, and she drove me here. And she wants kids. Do you like kids? She actually told me that she really likes you and that I should ask you out again.
[Woah...ok]
Me: (all the crickets in the world circle my table as I stare in wonderment). We have not even ordered dinner. I actually need to go to the bathroom.....
Now, that is a pretty bad date. But that best described how my week went. Every time we walked into class, I felt like I was getting something from left field. That everything was coming to me at once. Next week I have major assignments due every day. And if that is not stressful enough, I still have to worry about working and making bills meet. I guess I am starting to see how intense this school is.
On Tuesday we have a knife cut practical and we did a pre practical on Friday to help us out. And that was rough. I wanted all my knife cuts so perfect and they were not coming out right. Between the anxiety attack and everyone around me doing a great job, I was feeling super discouraged. Like, mega bad. And I am not the kind of person who wants everything perfect but I was really freaking out over some chopping of a potato that was not even for a grade! I guess one can say that the pressure is finally hitting me. Eventually I finally gave up and showed chef. He said I did a pretty good job but chef could tell that in my cuts that I was thinking about it too hard. I mean, I wasn't that obvious... my brain cells basically jumped outta my head twice!
So, pretty jam packed week. I ended up getting a super cute notebook to keep all the recipes I learn in culinary school on! It is cute :)
And of course, my dog is the cutest and he got 6 teeth taken out with stitches and I got to snuggle with him since he doesn't feel good :)
[You can not say that my dog is not adorable...because he is]
And finally some encouraging words to lift your spirits in case you had a rough week like I did!